Yeah, it's magical.
Should I say, magically shit?
Oh no, no because this is only a number and you are the only one who define your age. I mean, if you feel like a 25 year old person, then you are 25 years old
I still can't decide is this a huge changing point in my life or it's just the next number in the list of my ages?
Many people said before, is was a huge point in their life, almost even tragical
Most people say reaching 30 for a woman is a kinda drastic feeling.
I still can't decide but I do agree it's tragic from many point of views.
Jobs for example. If you reach this magical number, most people think you can bury yourself six feet under, you are unable to work, especially if you are a woman.
You have to produce children, you have to have a husband and a good life what has strong financial base.
Let's face the facts: it's not true! Nearly impossible, especially in this /highly fucked up/ era.
I will not start to write the reasons because I guess most of you know what am I talking about
Besides all, I still can't "feel my age".
A few things are good if you become 30 but a lot of thing is not.
I still think I don't live the ~life of an ordinary 30 year old woman~ and I also don't want in the future.
As the years passes by, the celebrations, the anniversaires become less important to me, like everything lost their original or traditional atmosphere.
And this, the 30th was ~nothing special~ to me. Nothing happened and I didn't want anything happened.
I'm still that nice girl who is generally smiling but kinda cranky and tries to make her dreams come true through art while suffering through the everyday life.
I found the big change, the huge new thing in my life what can relate to my 30th: I bought a hamster.